An
Unconventional
Emotionalism.
by [SHANNON].

you can check-out any time you like, but you can never leave.

This was an amazing entry. I feel exactly the same way in my life.

[lionheart]

i should warn you, things you're feeling, aren't normal now.

I understand your feeling. Last Oct. I was hurt pretty bad by a guy I thought would work out for me. All I wanted was him & I couldn't have him. I would txt and try to stay in contact but it just slowly started going away, and he would never just end it. I was his back up or something Idk. But then thankfully Jan. 25th 2011 I hung out with a co-worker I had been crushing on a we began dating, and were still together today. This coming Jan. will be a year for us. I truly believe he is my soul mate and that we both took these paths so that we could find one another. I am now somewhat friends with the other guy. My current bf at first had a problem with but he has met him and such now and I guess seems ok by it. Knows there is nothing there and that my love for him is strong. Good Luck to you hun.

[FairyTale86]

you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever.

. Yeah. I hate that feeling.

[.erodium.]

we found love in a hopeless place.

woah, i feel for you man, you said everything i use to feel.

you are what you leave.

Secrets and lies are very strange things. People lie, sometimes for no reason in the person's eyes that they lie to.... But in their eyes, they are not lying. Keeping the truth away from people is much the same, and many do not understand that. It creates so many questions and doubts in the minds of the people being lied to that it can literally tear people apart. Some people hold honesty at the very top of their priorities in life, as others see it as just something they give to certain people. It's sad, but it's true. Unfortunately, it is easier to lie to most. In my opinion, lying is harder. Once you lie, you have to continue to lie and remember the original lie in order to compound the lie and eventually live it. It makes no sense when you could just tell the truth and be done with it. I've been living my life in an honest, even brutally honest.... way. It may make people mad, but if the truth hurts.... it's working, right?

[One sky, one destiny]

some love to hate, and some tell you lies.

well. don't regret. there were positives to it. there are positives to everything. and negatives. nothing will be perfect. so why regret?

[.erodium.]

because there's nothing that i wouldn't do to hold on to you.

you're not alone. we're all there.. all afraid.

even the ones that seem like they aren't.

courage isn't the absence of fear.. it's pushing past it when it's there.

stupidity is the absence of fear..

[.erodium.]

because there's nothing that i wouldn't do to hold on to you.

At least it's not just you Hope things get better on your end, hun. xxx

[xXkiplissesXx]

because there's nothing that i wouldn't do to hold on to you.

I often wonder this a lot myself.

[Ufie Dufie]

and i blame myself because i make things hard.

sounds rough.

you're never a waste of time.

[.erodium.]

disregarding my absence of memories.

everything ends. you have your feelings.

[.erodium.]

i can't unforget you if i tried.

Thanks Universe. I feel like I may get some answers tonight. Hopefully, they're what I want to hear... Even though I'm not even sure what I want to hear.

[[SHANNON].]

the story left untold is better than you know.

never is a heavy word.

[Birrrdy]

i feel like i'm falling in love alone.

I totally understand how you are feeling, my boyfriend left me nearly 7 weeks ago after 6,5 years together and i wish i had an off switch to stop the pain. I wanted to spend my life with him but he was too scared to commit to me and have a baby but he still loves me and contacts me sometimes and it gives you hope, they like to mess with us

I hope it gets easier for you and me xx

Random noter.

[lilmissmup]

i'll miss you forever.

Aw. I know this feeling.

[proud mommy.]

it's like a let down, so much for good times.

I think you're right. If you can't find a "partner" inside you, then you're twice as much disappointed when you're screwed over by someone. If you have yourself as a hideaway, a hideaway that you like because you're always welcome there, then you're going to be okay. You'll be able to forgive people and not be hurt too much. If you don't hate yourself, you'll never be alone.

[Focalizer]

it's like a let down, so much for good times.

you can't have this outlook on life because then you are not allowing yourself to be happy. others may fuck you over every now and then but you can't let those kinds of people do that to you. your life is in your own hands.. sometimes it feels like all you have is yourself (trust me, i would know).

[Lady B]

and it starts to show on my face.

Haha thanks

[Writer.Man]

and it starts to show on my face.

I hope you fall for someone good.

fall hard and fast,

and think it wont ever possibly work out

and have it happen.

I hope you experience

awe in just a smile,

just a glance or touch.

I hope it makes you soar

and crash and combust

so violently it shakes you.

I hope you find that one person

you can't live without,

that changes all outlooks

to life in all aspects

you may or may not have considered.

I hope you find it, and find it fullfilling .

[Jess ica Murphy ]

and it starts to show on my face.

I enjoyed reading this.
I relate to a degree.
I'm tired though, so I must try and rest.
Read some of my older entries.
Sorta poetry ish.
I'll add you to my faves.
Read more in the morning.
Cheer up dear.
it gets better with time.

[Jess ica Murphy ]

you've been searching for that someone.

RYC - Hahaha!! Yeah! They should have upside-down caramel macchiatos specially for bats! Great idea!

[Focalizer]

you've been searching for that someone.

This entry almost made me cry.
With all the contradictions, I'm happy you love eachother so much.

[Focalizer]

i need to kiss a set of new lips.

it is a 7 day mexican riviera cruise. Cabo, Mazatlan, and Puerto Viallarta

[brunetteinsomniac]

i need to kiss a set of new lips.

the cookie will be to you eventually lol

[TheLazyNinja]

i need to kiss a set of new lips.

you need to forget what other people think, or what you think they think, etc.
i lost my virginity to a boy i hardly knew, and certainly wasn't in love with. i wanted to hook up with him again, but in no way did i expect him to be my boyfriend or anything that goes along with "traditional" relationship sex. i was fine with what it was, and so was he, and that's all that mattered.
i'm not someone who has all sorts of meaningless sex. any other time i've done it, i wanted the guy to call me again, we had a relationship, whatever. but sometimes you just know what you want, and have to go with it, regardless of social norms.

[girlsetsfire]