Tired and accepting the inevitable

Youre being too hard on yourself -- treating yourself like a criminal, when your only crime is being human. True love isnt conditioned on whether or not one is perfect, but rather only on your effort to do your best in your half of the relationship. No more, no less. It sounds like you are trying your hardest. If he cant love you for it, then it seems that HE would be the one missing out.

Just know that we all make mistakes. Forgive yourself.

[.Kismet.]

Tired and accepting the inevitable

Welcome. I kind of agree with "Just the 3 of us"'s note. You have needs in the relationship, too you know. Not all about him.

Being on anti-seizure meds, I KNOW how important medicine. When I wasn't used to taking medicine, I would set an alarm to help me remember....

Good luck with everything! The first step of love is loving yourself!

[Ethan James]

Tired and accepting the inevitable

Welcome to Bloop. I'm concerned with how he is treating you. You say he "expects" certain things from you that you fail to give or behave a certain way. I realize I am only reading what you put here but I'm wonder if this is a healthy relationship. Good luck!

[~Just the 3 of Us~]