Don't worry about the content of what you write..... this is a diary and it's purpose is for you to blow off steam or get stuff off your chest... that kind of thing.... it's not meant for you to worry about what other people are thinking about what your writing content is.
I'm sorry that you are having problems with conceiving, if I could just... hand over the fertility I had before I let the VA cut into me to do my Tubal (they did a tubal ligation and for some reason, unknown to me, they removed my left ovary during the process).
I'm sorry you have a bad relationship with your SIL... I know how it feels hun, I have a bad relationship with like... my whole family.... it sucks. (hugs)
the last thing you probably want to hear is "im so sorry" but you do have 2 embryos on ice....and thats a start. im sending a whole bunch of loving positive thoughts your way xxx
I stopped by my first Halloween store EVER last week and had never seen so many costumes and severed heads and limbs (fake of course), my husband contemplated getting a clown mask to pull a scare prank on our daughter (we do it every halloween) but with her pre teen tude...I think I'd advise against it..
I still have a cough but it's not as bad... which surprises me cause usually it takes at least 3 doses of antibiotics for me to start feeling better... but as of this morning, no fever... my back hurts but that's from the forceful coughing (I've always coughed that way)....my husband got me one of my Flexiril.... (he's controlling those, I was not aware how much I was taking)....am hoping that kicks in soon.
I completely understand the frustration. My husband and I have dealt with all of the fertility meds/shots for about 3.5 years. That's awesome that your insurance covers IVF. Hardly anyone ever covers them. Might be worth doing it then.
To be honest I have not given Christmas much thot. I bought the gifts and set up the tree but my heart is not in it. I wish I could feel the spiritual side of it. There have been years in the past where the spirit of Christmas suddenly showed up in my heart. I can pray for a "suddenly."
I'm always cold.. hate being cold .. I have spent the better part of the last 2 days wrapped in either a blanket or a snuggie trying to stay warm... bbbbrrrrrr.
i know how you feel chicky im on cycle 8 now. its so heart crushing soul destroying when its negative. ive got my appointment tomorrow too if i could i would hug you right now xxx
RyC: I will someday... I mean I was 5 years old when we traveled through Canada and the only thing I remember was a beautiful waterfall... (it was one of the only ways to get to the mainland part of the United States from Alaska)
Loading...
Don't worry about the content of what you write..... this is a diary and it's purpose is for you to blow off steam or get stuff off your chest... that kind of thing.... it's not meant for you to worry about what other people are thinking about what your writing content is. 
I stopped by my first Halloween store EVER last week and had never seen so many costumes and severed heads and limbs (fake of course), my husband contemplated getting a clown mask to pull a scare prank on our daughter (we do it every halloween) but with her pre teen tude...I think I'd advise against it..
I'll pray for your success in conceiving in the coming year
I still have a cough but it's not as bad... which surprises me cause usually it takes at least 3 doses of antibiotics for me to start feeling better... but as of this morning, no fever... my back hurts but that's from the forceful coughing (I've always coughed that way)....my husband got me one of my Flexiril.... (he's controlling those, I was not aware how much I was taking)....am hoping that kicks in soon.
im on cycle 8 now. its so heart crushing soul destroying when its negative. ive got my appointment tomorrow too 
if i could i would hug you right now xxx
Hope you had a fabulous Thanksgiving. We haven't gotten our tree yet.. nor have we done any decorating yet... soon though, real soon.