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Emerald's Diary
by Emerald

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Who I am hates who I am.

I used to value myself as a person. People always say that you can't be valued until you value yourself... that's a lie. If no one values you already, that won't ever change. I gave up. I shouldn't have, but I did.

[Emerald]

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Right now, I am about in the same boat. I question my sanity, seriously, at the moment. The depression and anxiety is...horrible. I can't really give good advice (it would be pretty hypocritical). It's good if you can find someone to talk to, who you trust, sometimes just to get things out. Having a journal is good like that, too. And most people around here aren't judgemental so you can write and feel like no one's really gonna think bad about you. Most people will try to offer advice, even if a lot of it may be useless to you, it might be helpful!

[beautiful.nightmare]

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I may have hit the wrong button before, sorry! I'm new to this.

I have thought about it... but I have this horrible habit of lying to avoid confrontation. I use the key phrase "I'm fine" as a defence and I really don't ever get anywhere... so I decided it would be best if I tried to virtualize it. Type out my feelings online and maybe get a smile again. Weird thought process but it's worth a shot!

[Emerald]

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