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The "guy" behind the great transformation.
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 Oh dang it XD I thought about it possibly being a girl coz I read your profile the other day and know you're bisexual! I don't know why I ruled out the possibility in my comment though =P
Anyway, regardless of the gender, I wanna know all about this wonderful person who made you happy now so I'll continue reading the entry XD
Awww she sounds like a really nice girl! I hope she sticks to her promise and that you two continue to be there for each others!
I'm happy for you =]
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Quick entry!
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YAY! I'm so glad you've been happy those past couple of days =D I wanna know all about this guy who helped with this great transformation XD
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[Giggle]
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Still kickin'.
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Oh there's nothing better than a great night playing cards with the parents  I'm glad you had a fabulous night with them =D
Four hours!!! WOAH!! That's a LOOOOONG time! If you've ever seen pictures of me you know my hair is super curly but it takes like 40 minutes maximum to have it all straightened out!
That's a nice set of goals =] and I think it would be good motivation for you to get things done and start working =]
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[Giggle]
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You are now entering The Twilight Zone.
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RYC: Your're welcome sweetie =]
I know things are hard... Just don't lose hope. No one is asking you to do anything about it just yet coz I don't think you can just yet but at least know in the back of your mind that some time/ some day it WILL get better!
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[Giggle]
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You are now entering The Twilight Zone.
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My God that's horrible about your dad =[ It's so sad when you have to watch a loved one go through such a situation and there's just no way out! Then there's the rest of the family not making anything easier over money! WTF! isn't family supposed to be there for each others and not just expect the whole world to revolve around their problems?!
No don't say this Jessica!!! As hard as things are turning out to be you ARE strong enough! Yes you might need a hand to help you through this be it a therapist or whoever but you WILL pull through! You say you've hit rock bottom? Then there's no way to go but up from here... The worst that could happen already happened! You can only move forward now! You've already lost faith in a lot of people... Don't lose faith in yourself!
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[Giggle]
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It's really been 10 days?
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RYC: I know it must be hard... but at least now you know what kind of person is there in him in addition to the man you fell in love with... I hope he doesn't try to do anything else or say anything else to you even though I doubt he won't... Just stay strong and you'll be okay! =]
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It's really been 10 days?
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RYC: Oh God... I hope he doesn't bother you anymore! Him saying something like that to you is to be expected I'm afraid from someone who hurt you that much before... I hope you're doing ok now hun *hugs*
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It's really been 10 days?
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Yeah Canada looks amazing from what I've seen of the pictures my sis Rawan showed me. The snow! OMG! Here it snows only maybe twice a year and when it sticks it's mostly 20cm or something like that... It's usually the most exciting thing ever  but there it's everywhere God knows how many months a year! I wanna go skiing  lol and You have allergic reactions to heat? I've never heard of anything like that =P
I do think I was blessed with the family I was born into =] I'm so thankful for every one of them and I hope we stay this close forever! no matter how much distance separates us. =]
I love how you make all those promises to yourself and stick with them no matter what! You really are so caring! and of course it's better to be too caring than to be too cold hearted! =] It comes with a price but it's mostly worth it...
Your ex seriously has issues! He took you for granted, hurt you over and over again and then when he lost you he realized what he's been doing or something but won't admit it! I admire your ability to deal with him and to stay strong and make him know where he stands... It's things like That that I hear about and make me even more sure I don't wanna bother with guys right now... I feel like it would take too much of me that I'm not willing to offer right now. As much as the idea of romance appeals to me and stuff it's like why get tied up now when I have my friends my uni and my family! you know...
And of course I don't get annoyed with your long comments =]
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It's really been 10 days?
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RYC: Hahaha that's a cool idea... I should start writing in white on a white background just to confuse people
Yeah my sister moved there with her husband and son coz her husband got a job there... She comes back every summer though so I'm just dreading the year away nothing more...
Funny how you're willing to let him destruct you just so he doesn't end up destructing himself! It's obvious that you care a lot about the person he once was and that you hope is still there but I hope you don't end up doing things for his sake and forgetting about yourself! I'd say he hurt you bad once then your feelings are the priority now... protecting yourself from being hurt again should be the priority...
It's good that he's jealous even... Maybe seeing that there are guys out there who think you're amazing and are gonna treat you better than he did would awaken that good person inside or something... It could make him bitter of course but I hope that doesn't end up happening
Haha who said comments were supposed to be short? I believe I once set a record with how long my comment was You had to scroll down and down to get to the end XD
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[Giggle]
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It's really been 10 days?
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I think your ex truely IS a destructive force in your life... I mean it's totally understandable why you'd want him to still be in your life even as a friend knowing how he made you feel when you were together but right now it doesn't sound like he's helping any... I'm so glad you met another guy with whom you can be really comfortable. You're that much closer to moving on even more and being better... If I were you I'd try to limit my ex's presence in my life as much as possible as hard as it might be... but I'm not you and you're a smart girl so I think you'd know what's right for yourself =]
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It's really been 10 days?
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RYC: It's ok XD I just meant the real update about what's been going on was in the entry right before the last one XD
It's just that today my sister is going back to Canada for another year and I'm not too happy about it...
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It's really been 10 days?
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 I've never read your diary before, so I can't comment on the past with your ex. All I can say is that if you feel this way, it's probably best the relationship ends. Sometimes, even though you know the relationship needs to end, it doesn't help stop the pain.. and sometimes, you end up fighting to go back to that relationship to avoid the pain. Been there and done that too many times.
You sound like a smart girl, with your head on straight.
You are a few years younger than I am, but you are much more mature than I was at 19.
In every life changing event, you learn something from it - or you don't, and you end up going through it over and over until you do. <3
God bless.
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[Stephanie]
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Weakness.
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I'm sorry you're having such a rough time... it seems like he's great but at the same time awful,, i dunno how such amazing stuff could be in a person that loves you nd still you get hurt 
you have a nice way of expressing yourself.. =]
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[13eno]
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Weakness.
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RYC: That's understandable... You're the better judge anyway. You know more about this than anybody so go with what you feel is right and good luck =]
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Weakness.
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RYC: well if you see he's worthy enough down the road there's nothing wrong with going back to him, unless what he did to you was unforgivable that is... but don't say you'll never move on! Keep saying you WILL even though you'll feel like you're lying to yourself, eventually it would make things easier in reality.
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Weakness.
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How could he be all the amazing things you just described yet do such horrible things to you?! That part of him you say was a wrong turn has always been there but maybe you just failed to notice it and could only see the part that made you feel so special!
Sounds like you're going through a very hard time. I'm sorry! I hope you find a way to move on without hurting so much...
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First Post / They're back.
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 Things have started to look a bit better. But now instead of being a complete and total mess, they are becoming more confusing. So in a way it is better, but in a way it is still messed up.
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[iamnotyou_81]
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