take one thing at a time me lady :/. first the course and theory. The other stuff dont come later in the year. And as i said il try and work out as much about the flat as i can to put little stres on you in that sence . Gonna randomly see whats on offer tonight actually. But anyways, one thing at a time, easy said then done i know, but if you can manage it, things may become more simple
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I don't agree with increasing the age for alcohol to 21 but as someone who sees the consequences of smoking, alcohol and drugs on a fairly regular basis (and we're not just talking death here, we're talking pain, suffering, turning yellow, becoming incontinent of urine and faeces, becoming confused to the point you're delusional or don't recognise your own family, ending up stuck on a ventilator with needles everywhere, a urinary catheter and a poo bag while nurses have to do everything for you, becoming unable to get a breath and suffering a long and slow death, sometimes at a young age... that is the reality) I am glad the government are trying to do something (although when I have a cold I think banning sudafed is a step too far!).
not weirded out at all gotten used to it now. As for the present thing, i wasnt feeling awkward at all it was making me happy seeing you smile at it all.
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your stonger then that me lady, you can defo handle the last 42 hours. And youll never turly be alone, you have people here that like and love you, although we're not much good alll this way XD but soon you will be amongst us once more.
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okay is someone actually setting it off, cause that seems very overly harsh to have 3 drills in one night. And sorry to say emily doesnt deem like an overly smart person XD so chances are she might haven ot had the foggiest what you was on about.
rest well me lady
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also you shuoldnt let my life affect your choice, and as you said being at work does give the day purpose .
Also also ill top you up at the end of the week. Bah no one to even text now XD lol
difference being if you do decided to leave, then the weekdays wont be boring as we would be able to entertain each other and randomly pop round and go out e.c.t, thus weekday life
And thank god its just your credit XD me being me started to worry something bad had happened XDXD
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you are beautiful how you are . Well it hink so anyways. And just so you know i never get annoyed of the same you talking about the same things much love
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Aliens....right. I don't know whether that's an American term for immigrants or literally aliens? In which case, why haven't I seen any whenever I'm visiting my mom and sister?!
-brent
I know we've already talked about this, but still feeling kinda bad about the whole thing :/. I promise ill try to be more open.
I never want to lose you thats the truth and i know for us to make a life with each other openess is a big thing. You are the person i am most open with thought so that must count for something right :/
anyways talk to you in a sec.
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i think to start with im gonna delete all entries and start a fresh on that never has any private entrys.
she says and goes to a club last night a possibly tonight XD. God i want to go clubbing with you and just stand there waiting...fucking idiots will learn there manners when around my girlfriend