Segment 18: When a Third World Came West
I was rocking my leg
on the other against the beige and pink stitching of Kim’s couch while
Sam took apart a CD player and studied it and while Kim six months
pregnant, scrubbed the white aluminum sidings of her living room window
ledges with Clorox cleaning spray. “I can’t believe they’d arrest him
for that,” She was saying and I was agreeing but she said that we’d get
the money back in two months time and that I’d be able to pay my brother
back on his credit card just as soon as Sam went before a hearing in
front of theGrahamCountyjudge. Kim had been through something like this
before. She’d gotten a DUI driving five of her roommates back from a
show in Greensborough and she took the full fall for all of them because
they were too trashed to speak up for themselves and face the
policeman. Baby clothes were scattered along the other window ledges, in
their plastic wrappers and in pinks, blues, and greens because she
still didn’t know what it was and there were toys too, still in their
Epschool cardboard boxes, plus bags of blue Toys R Us bags strewn by the
grey entertainment stand. She went over to the counter and showed me
some new photographs of Jeremy’s grandparents who were standing behind a
grey rock in front of Grandfather Mountain, his mother dressed in a
beige quarter length sleeved dress jacket with ruffled grey piping at
the collar, and ruffed stoned dangly turquoise earrings. She mentioned
something about how her parents were good looking, she showed me a
picture and I saw her mother with short sleek hair and appropriate light
crimson lips that she was piercing; standing next to Kim’s father whose
hair had gone mostly grey. She was worried about how the baby would
turn out and who it’d take after- she or Jeremy and I said that I’d bet
on it looking more like her and her mom. I could tell from how long Kim
had labored in learning about the baby, studying pictures online of the
stages you go through when your pregnant, showing all her friends the
sonogram, asking questions out loud when she was supposed to be reading
her child psychology textbook. I knew from the start, when she’d called
me on my black portable phone from my dorm room after we hadn’t spoken
in two weeks from an argument that she’d take this kid under her wings
and lean on it in a way that she’d tried to on me and her friend Joey,
and Jeremy.
While Sam and I were driving home he brought it up to
my attention that he wasn’t going to live here anymore and that he was
ready to move on to go to another city. I looked around at the stately
fresh strawberry brick on the other side of campus in front of the
student union that was laid out asymmetrically and studied the new
framed doors around the science building that held the auditorium. I
could see how another place could feel more exciting. But I protested
that he had to stay here to go before the judge so that I could get my
brother’s money back to him that I owed and I begged Sam to rethink it
over and to consider staying for about another two months. I told him
that if he did this that I could finish my summer semester course, that
I’d think about transferring to another school, and that I’d go with him
to this new place for which he wanted to live.
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