Bout myself its been like this since we broke up but that nite at the bar with her n fidel just made it alot worse i dont even wana have sex i want so badly 2 just get away 4 the day make her stay at home n watch the kids so i can go out alone not 2 the bar but just go out 2 like the mall or somewer like that but that wont ever hapen espicaly now that its the bzy season 4 her work so she dont get a day off until it hits winter time ive been holdin it n 4 so long everything is startin 2 pile up n i dont no how much longr i can take it im tired of feeling this way but thats never gana go away bcuz i no the truth i just dont wana believ it even if she wuz 2 tel me the truth id probly make myself believ it wuznt true... | 
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