well its finaly december n our anniversey is n 28days im super excited bout it but then again im not cuz we split back n april that wuz the hardest most painful thing ive had 2 go threw i wish ther wuz something that i cud have dun 2 keep her from leaving but i guess i just wuznt enuf 4 her 2 stick round it realy kills me that shes not here. even after 8months i stil have 2 cry myslf 2 sleep i stil get realy excited everytime my phone rings i hope n pray its her...i realy hope we get back 2gether b4 our anniversey that wud mean sooo much 2 me!... |