I feel like im trapd i cant go Anywer n if i do go somewer im havein 2 take the kids with me i cant find a babysitter cuz my kids r so close n age no1 wants 2 watch em the only babysittr i have is my mom but she works all the dam time so i can only go out sometimes like once a fuckn year my goddam ex refuses 2 watch em cuz she thinks im goen out fuckn every guy i can find wen im realy not i only have 1 person i can go out 2 the bar with but she says shel leave me 4 good if i ever go out with him but if she goes out its ok 4 her 2 go with him bcuz hes 'her friend' i dont have any fuckn friends n she wont let me go out so i can try n make friends with ppl she doesnt give a fuck if im trapd all goddam day n a fuckin house ya i have my own car but have u ever tryd goen places with 2 kids undr 2yrs old its fuckn tough if somethen doesnt happen soon im gana fuckn flip i cant stand it anymore wer not 2gether anyMore but she stil fuckn controls me like a child i cant do this i cant do that if u do wer dun 4 good or |