Im so used 2 fightin with talitha all the time n gettin hurt so much that my feelings get confused now that everything is perfect weve bickered a couple of times but havent actualy had a big fight or even just a fight so i gues im not realy sure wut 2 think mayb i do need 2 go back 2 a therapist this whole thing makes me feel so bad bout myself i just dont no wut 2 do or say n its realy startin 2 get 2 me she hasnt made it easy on me eirthr n fact this whole fuckin week has got me swirling n bad thoughts i just wana hurt myself real bad i just wana make all go away just a few simple cuts n everything is all better until she says something that brings me back 2 reality then im hurtin even more...i dont fuckin understand if she can go off n fuckin drink n do god nos wut else 2 help her fuckin relax then y the fuck cant i do stuff 2 help me relax AINT THAT ONLY FUCKIN FAIR...i cant make the best outa my fuckin life anymore mines gone | 
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