Done being the fat friend
by TamiWami

Done being your fat friend

09/10/2010

I'm not new. You can find me under NeverendingObsession. That's my main diary. This is my weight-loss diary. I am also a member of sparkpeople.com and I plan to take advantage of that site during my journey.

Some of you might have read on my other diary about this weight loss competition my county is having. Saturday is the kick off for that and I intend on taking advantage of the fact that we can work out at the gym of our choice in town for free. Yes, free. For 12 weeks I can take advantage of the classes and physical trainers at these gyms for no charge. This is wonderful news for me because I just lost my job on Monday. I need to do this. I leave you with the post from my sparkpeople blog.

Our county is having a weight loss competition starting Saturday. To say I'm a little afraid is an understatement. I haven't been to a gym in years and I'm actually afraid to go. I know I need to do this and I am going to do this I'm just... scared. I know that probably sounds silly, but to those of you who have been in this position before you understand that fear all too well.

I was in my bedroom the other night, getting ready to take a shower, and I looked at myself in the mirror and wanted to curl up and die. I mean I know I'm fat (let's not sugarcoat it, ladies), but I didn't think it had gotten that bad. I just stared at myself before realizing that yes.. that fat girl in the mirror was me.

It's time to change. I want to do this. I HAVE to do this.

I don't want to be the "fat friend" who makes everyone else feel better about themselves.

I don't want to be the "fat friend" who makes everyone laugh because she's uncomfortable with herself.

I don't want to be the "fat friend" taken along on shopping trips to ooh and ahh over your skinny clothes you can fit into.

I don't want to be the "fat friend" you only ask to go out to bars with you to keep the ugly guys at bay.

I don't want to be the "fat friend" anymore!

I'm done! You hear me?! I AM DONE BEING YOUR FAT FRIEND!!!!!!!

next entry: Weigh-in Assesment

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*random noter* I wish you all the best, I reckon you will do great enjoy the 12 weeks free gym time, what a fabulous thing to be able to access.

[mrs mandy moo Star

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good luck with everything

[Ashley♥|0 likes] [|reply]

good luck

[hollywood whore; Star

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Good luck with everything! 12 weeks free at a gym is a steal!

[Becoming Mrs. Bailey Star

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good for you!

[yo, erin|0 likes] [|reply]

Good luck! But just know that losing weight won't necessarily change your perception of yourself. In my experience you need to be happy with yourself as is. Then the weight loss will come so much easier!

[Acid Fairy Star

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Also, if your friends do that to you, may I suggest new friends who don't judge you over your size? Because they sound bitchy!!

[Acid Fairy Star

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The best of luck! I come from a heavy set family and I may not be fat but I'm on the thick side, I may not know exactly how you feel but you have support here! Keep writing!

[LMP*MoMmA|0 likes] [|reply]

good luck

[Her Mommy, His Wife|0 likes] [|reply]

Good luck! And if any of your friends "use" you like those examples above... I think you might need to trim your circle of friends down, too! Those things sound horrible!

[mixie|0 likes] [|reply]

12 weeks free gym? I'd definately be taking advantage of that!

[squish

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good luck with your diet! im trying to get healthier tooooo

[♥ashtray;]|0 likes] [|reply]

welcome to bloop!

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