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Jork's Diary
by Jork

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.x. It's Over

03/06/2014

le strike

MMhmm

Finally, the fight is over. I mean, it only took 3 days for us to start talking again. You know, that was the longest we have went without talking. 3 days! And we're married. I know it's not healthy for a married couple to not talk for that long....but at the same time.....2 mad mother fuckers won't get anything accomplished. You can only fix it when you both are calm and not angry anymore. But it's done, it's over. Time to move on. It still bothers me because the last few months, we haven't argued much at all. I just can't believe it. We have grown so much since we met. He has grown alot. Given, he's 34, it's time to grow up....but he's quit drinking because I couldn't stand it. When he was drinking, all we done was argue. And since he quit, we hardly ever argue.

I worked today. The last few days, my boss has been teaching me how to count lottery, how to do inventory of the store. I think he's going to make me a shift leader in the next few months. If he wasn't, then he wouldn't be teaching me all this for nothing I wouldn't think. Which I'm glad. I really do like my job. I don't like going to work or having to work, but since I have to, I'm glad that I'm working for Pilot.

And I had to work 3 to 11 this evening. I hate working the evening shift. Plus he's got me on this fucked up schedule this week where I work one day, off one day, work one day, off one day. I mean seriously....when you get a schedule like that, it's like having NO time off. It's already 3:30 in the morning and I have to be up at 9.

You know what I want to do?

I want to take a week off. And I just want to sit in the house. I don't want to go to the store. I don't want to drive anywhere. I just want peace and quiet. I want to sleep as late as I want. I want to snuggle up to the kids and take a nap.

I know that I need to have a life outside of work. I come home, David bitches cause I won't do the dishes or something, but fuck. He's here all day, not working, while I'm working all the time plus extra. The least you can do is sweep the floor, throw dinner in the oven, and do the mother fucking dishes.

Today hasn't been a good day for me. It has because me and David made up, but it hasn't because I'm in a bitter mood and not happy with shit currently.

PLUS, I've been on my period for like a month. This shit is getting old. And it is showing NO signs of going away anytime soon. I was in the shower a little bit ago, I got out to dry off. I was almost completely dry and I look down and I was just gushing blood out of me. I had to jump back in the shower, and take another shower.! This shit can't be normal. I know that they say on birth control that you do have irregular periods, but I wouldn't think that they would be like this at all.

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