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All you need is Love
by ✌-mel-☮

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NoJoMo thirty

11/30/2015


Time: 4:24pm
State of Being: tired. I was attacked by one of my arch nemesis, insomnia, last night and ended up with only two hours sleep. I tried to take a nap earlier when I got home from school, but I think I only snoozed. oh. and I have this really bad annoying leg cramp. Just falling apart today. lol. but I'm still in a good mood for the most part.
Song lyric in my head: I just want to you to knooooooww
current desire: to not be tired
where am I?: in the bedroom on the bed
what's that noise?: Russ is in the livingroom on a conference call for his work.

Has there been any life lessons you have learnt this year? If so what are they? If not, are there any lessons you wish you have learnt?
 

  • I learned that I can only push myself so much before I snap. I never want to go through that brain funk again. I'm honestly a very happy person that just has anxiety and bouts of depression once in a while, but this was the worst I ever experienced it.
  • I learned how much I love teaching. I miss my high school and middle school kids from my other school. They will always hold a special part of me. I'm even friends with a few now on facebook, and I keep in touch with another on the phone. I've always wanted to be 'that teacher' that is respected and more of a friend. I had a couple growing up, and one I still keep in contact with. While I love my elementary school kids, teaching them is much much different. I have to be less of a friend and more of a teacher. lol Which is fine. I love teaching no matter what age. And working with kids with special needs for a few years is both challenging and amazing. I've had kids from all over the spectrum, and others with random learning disabilities and/or just plain bad behavior.
  • I learned to deal with change. Moving my dad out of the place I grew up in was emotionally hard. I don't think I've fully registered that I'm never going to get to go back there.
  • And I've learned that if I sit my ass down and do it, I can write over 50k words in one month! lol I won NaNoWriMo the other day. I'm over 119k in my novel now, and I still have some to go. Not to mention the hours of tedious editting. But it's okay, I really do love it. lol.
 

 

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We moved out of the place I grew up in when I was 13. I know I didn't live there long compared to how old I am but that place was home. My mom actually lives right down the street from it now and every time I walk by it the memories just flood in.

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