It's getting dark soo early these days.
It's 4:17 in the afternoon, and it
will be dark at 5:30.
Oh, and life has been happening.....
A friend passed away in surgery.
I'm very sad, and I keep feeling
sick. I'm grieving. I found out
Tuesday.
I wasn't invited to the funeral,
so less closure. I'm in denial and
shock.
I already posted this in OpenDiary,
and decided Bloop needed to know too.
Brighter note: I have to go see Breaking Dawn Part 2.
I'm trying not to Isolate myself, they
say not to do that while grieving.
My family is the best in the world, I think.
My mom will take me to visit Grandma
and on Sunday dad wants to go to a movie.
My mood - down and depressed, and sad.
My mom said she wants to get me a Nook
for my birthday. My sister asked for one last
year, and I decided I wanted one this year.
Last year I got a Teavana Cast Iron Japanese
Blossom Tea Pot. They have a website:
www.teavana.com
There are times I feel OK, and then
five seconds later I think about my
friend...... Time heals......
Music therapy helps. I'm listening to music
I like on YouTube or ITunes.
I got some counseling on Tuesday.
I should be fine, I just need time.
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