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i don't need the answers
by spinnerette

previous entry: alcohol is gonna mother the pain.

next entry: my name is my credit card.

you killed it with "i love you".

02/02/2009

crayon box

what am i supposed to say back to you?



oh my gosh. i have never been on antidepressants in my LIFE. and here we go. i went in because i figured i had attention deficit disorder, but apparently i'm severely depressed instead, and that's why i can't focus on anything or finish anything. which sucks. at least adderall would make me energetic.

i would like for it all to go away.

but i'm thinking about going to school in wyoming this fall!
i wish i had something more interesting to write about. but that's totally it.

my brain is fried.

but boy do i love lily allen!

survey:

Sort by song title.
Last Song: "'merican" by the descendents
First Song: "wonderwall" by oasis.

Sort by time.
Shortest Song: "hobophobic" by nofx.
Longest Song: "death sex" by the distillers. if that doesn't count, then, "five long years" buddy guy.

Top Five Most Played Songs
I just had to readd all my music.. again. soo.

(put itunes on shuffle):
Opening Credits: strangers on a train by lovage.
Waking Up: when life gets boring by gob
First Day At School: december by collective soul.
Falling In Love: you only live once by the strokes
Fight Song: can't stop by rhcp
Breaking Up: all around me by flyleaf
Prom: 4ever by the veronicas
Life's OK: rehab by amy winehouse (aha)
Mental Breakdown: the gallow is god by the distillers
Driving: all i wanna do by sheryl crow
Flashback: i just wanna live by good charlotte (HAHA)
Getting Back Together: rock star by hole
Wedding: fidelity by regina spektor
Birth of Child: one headlight by the wallflowers.
Final Battle: inner city violence by tim armstrong
Death Scene: running with the devil by van halen
Funeral Song: best of you by foo fighters
End Credits: i wanna be sedated by the ramones

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i saw your front page, im 24 and in college and amazingly broke, because college keeps me that way lol.

and as the commercial says! dont be sad...get glad!

or something like that

I do have ADD and im a little bouncy now because of it but sorry to hear about your depression, ive been down that road as well. i hope everything gets okie dokie for ya!

[TheLazyNinja|0 likes] [|reply]

lol are you friends with -kay? she is also an unashamed spice girls fan.

how can so many people on bloop never have listened to him? lol. i am in the process of listening to all his music, oldest-newest (except i don't have the very first anymore, it got ruined! and the newest..i haven't bought....but i might.........lol), with the exception of his christmas CD. so it's going to take a few days. it's like eight hours of music. XD

[omg it's jessica!Star|0 likes] [|reply]

it is country. i don't like much new country at all - the main exceptions are taylor swift and josh turner. mostly i'm a 90's country fan, which is where KC got his start. but still...y'know, short, balding, divorced from renee whatever her name is zilwegger. something. lol

[omg it's jessica!Star|0 likes] [|reply]

I just decided that I'm going to try and go to school in NYC.
Whatever we think is interesting, is. ;]

What about Wyoming are you inlove with?

[-kay|0 likes] [|reply]

i graduate in one month woohoo. and im going into computer and electronics engineering lol (sounds better then it really is)

okie dokie is totally my saying. i put it in where ever i can. if you can get okie doke into a conversation..then its a good day!

and i dont have any medications, my depression as not that bad and i can mange my ADD most of the time so i refuse medications. i dont like not being my self. for better or worse im me and thats how i want to be

but yea i know the medication is crazy exspensive. my sister is on wellbutrion or however its spelled. and its exspensive..

but yea i know to some degree how you feel and i hope everything turns out ok for you!!

have an okie dokie wonderfulltastic fantabulous day

[TheLazyNinja|0 likes] [|reply]

Doctors say people are a lot of things so you shouldn't feel so down. My boyfriend knew a doctor where he lives and his solution to everything was "YOU ARE BIPOLAR", you could be dieing of a heart attack and his solution would still be "YOU ARE BIPOLAR". Even if you are severely depressed though... you shouldn't give up hope because things can always get better. I know it seems like it never will but if you have that little hope it will.


Click my eggy peoples!

[Critics of bloop|0 likes] [|reply]

ryn: I've heard of those companies as well but you either need experience doing what they're offering, or a home phone.

I cannot afford a home phone, especially to get one in the HOPES that I will find something to help make money.

I can't add another bill without being absolutely CERTAIN that I can cover it. And "only" 8-10 dollars an hour is more than I make now.

[Fearylynn|0 likes] [|reply]

I see the water is no longer frozen.
Eh, antidepressents? Are you going to start taking them or what?

[Just another Sarah|0 likes] [|reply]

RYC:

My Internet Explorer also does that. Ha ha ^_^ I love that feature!Take Care

[Harley QuinnStar|0 likes] [|reply]

ryn: To do work for a few hours a day?

No.

Actually, I have very few friends around here, and NO family, so it still wouldn't work.

[Fearylynn|0 likes] [|reply]

Hmm, interesting, so did you just start them?

[rubusStar|0 likes] [|reply]

i'd be scared to be diagnosed... antidepressants scare me for some reason. i've tried to take every natural route for dealing with depression... doesn't always work but so far i haven't killed myself so i must be doing something right! hope all works out for you at school this fall.

[junkie|0 likes] [|reply]

i'd be scared to be diagnosed... antidepressants scare me for some reason. i've tried to take every natural route for dealing with depression... doesn't always work but so far i haven't killed myself so i must be doing something right! hope all works out for you at school this fall.

[junkie|0 likes] [|reply]

oooh, going away to school sounds interesting! hopefully the medication will help, but if it doesn't go back and tell them it's not working! cute survey! ♥

[i`m his lil bearrr.|0 likes] [|reply]

for the longest song I would totally have to Say "The Box" By Orbital its fucking 30mins long lol

[*Plastic Brain Scar*|0 likes] [|reply]

just think of it this way, you'll feel better when you have been taking the medicine for a while.

[burt|0 likes] [|reply]

well thats a giant leap. i had no idea ADD and severe depression were linked, at ALL. who knew! you learn new things every day i guess ._.

[let it be ☮|0 likes] [|reply]

really pretty picture. your funeral song is cool--it'd be interesting.

[Emma|0 likes] [|reply]

Aw! That totally sucks that you're depressed. Been there. Well, kind of still there. But are you on medication now?
I LOVE Lily Allen, too. Her new song The Fear is one of my faves.

[earth ♥ angelStar|0 likes] [|reply]

yeah man. 100% garnier colour. deep purple, whut whut?

[girlsetsfireStar|0 likes] [|reply]

ryc: i know eh
people can be so meannn.

[- misseriin*Star|0 likes] [|reply]

RYC: I don't mind walking in the rain usually, just not when I've got a fever and feel so ill! lol.

[earth ♥ angelStar|0 likes] [|reply]

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