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Still a beginner
by santananananana

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holla back youngin

12/04/2008

i need a new layout but i'm too lazy to get one. oh well.

i'm totally procrastinating bc i don't wanna write 3 PAPERS due on monday. shoooot meee

so here's my deal. Leo was complaining he was stressed and stuff because of work. they basically expect him to do the workload of two people because they havent hired anyone for the second position yet, but its lots of busy work. he's afraid he wont finish in time to come home to see me, yadda yadda. then he says he feels like its pointless to work there because he prolly wont be hired for a full time position.

UM WHAT.

yes, i'm happy for him that he gets to intern at Disney for a second time. Im proud and really impressed by that. yes, it sucks that he might not have the qualifications to keep him there permanently, especially because they can't afford to hire anymore full timers for awhile. But uhh, when was he gonna tell me he wanted to work there full time? Full time = living in florida. I LIVE IN NEW YORK. We're long distance as it is but thats ridiculous. He basically was planning his future without me in it. That makes me feel sooo optimistic about this.

Especially when I'm not ecstatic about our status as it is. It's only three months in and i'm questioning if its even worth continuing when clearly i'm not a part of his future.

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I'm procrastinating too. I have 2 papers due tomorrow. ewwww. school.

[imaginary ordinaryStar|0 likes] [|reply]

ryn: thank you!

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