I C A N T shake this feeling.
If you have already read this, thank you & please ignore. I deleted it by accident.
I have been single since grade 8. I truly believe their someone out their for everybody. However, i am struggling alot lately believeing it when it comes to me. I heard it takes time - but i think i have put in a fair amount of time! I have been told i dont really put myself out there which i can agree. It's hard to put you're self out their when you're shy & not really comfortable in your own skin. Maybe, when am done working on truly loving myself a boyfriend will be my prize  . Don't get me wrong i know i dont need a boyfriend to live my life! It just feels like am ... missing out on a chapter of my life. The late night phone calls, cuddling, adorable nick names, awakard into to the parents etc.
My patience is running low. My hope is dwindling. Am aware that when am saying " ill be single forever" is unrealistic. But right now.. that's how i feel. & it hurts, alot. |
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