He's still gone, as in Cliff is not here which is awesome cause I've had time to think. I need to stop freaking out when there isn't a man in my life and maybe things won't be so bad. I kept leaving things for him to do like the dishes and cleaning the house cause he was staying here for free. I kept buying his cigarettes and on occasion beer. Letting him eat my food and what not, telling myself and everyone else that it was because he was cleaning and helping around the house. Ok my house has never been this nasty ever. Ewwww. I'm washing the dishes and realizing he had hid a lot of them so I wouldn't know how many there really were. He'd get mad when I'd say anything and go on about how much he did that day when all he did was take out the trash. So I really only have myself to blame since I listened to all his excuses and believed them all. I'm a freaking moron I know. But I'm wiser now, I've got a lot of work to do to make this place clean again but once it is I'm not ever letting anyone move in with me or stay with me for free and expect them to clean. Forget it. I'm better off just doing everything myself because it'll save a lot of money, arguments and aggravation. This was bullshit. Ahh well I feel better now.
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