When you realize he's just not that into you MOVE ON. Don't dwell on what could have been, find someone to have wild no strings attached sex with and move on. And I'm not talking about Michael, we're going back a while. There is someone in my life who hangs on to the edge. The guy who pops in and out when its convenient for him but usually it just about breaks my heart when he leaves. So I'm letting go. No more friends. No more torturing myself wondering if he'll show up at my door. I've finally told him to stay away. It felt good but at the same time I feel as if I'm losing a part of myself. It wasn't healthy for my state of mind knowing that every once in a while he'd stop by and use me, then he'd kiss me say he missed me a lot but that he had to leave and I wouldn't see him again for a while. At least I know its finally over and there isn't any false hope that I can cling to thinking that everytime might be the time he decides to stay.
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