AHH I'm A ZOMBIE. | 11/01/2012 |
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Well what a freakin week dudes! I had my first bar experience since I've turned 21 thanks to Kelly(: I enjoyed myself but its not something I will have time for often! I saw my therapist for the first time this week, I really didn't think she was all that helpful but hopefully it goes better next session. After all we didn't have much time to talk because I had to do a 343 question quiz about my personality, I don't know how many different ways they could ask me if I was a drug addict! Halloween was not so much of a success, the little I work with did not want to go trick or treating so we spent most of the night in the house, I was more disappointed than she was!
I had my last day at my really tough site. I know that I'm not supposed to be talking about the situations but this shit really makes me mad so here it goes: If you have a handicapped child who craves your attention ( from the mother) wouldn't you try to be there as much as possible? This family has staff members there from the time the little girl gets off the bus until she goes to bed ( I'm just going to call her A). It's normal for any child at the age of 7 to crave that one on one attention from their mother! And she doesn't receive that at all. That is not right. A isn't even home on weekends. So not only is there no time spent during the week she is gone every weekend, Ive been questioning when she really see's her mother? And on top of that I was constantly compared to the other worker she would often say "I'm making dinner for you and Sally tomorrow night, A!" And I would be standing in the same room, she never offered me dinner once. She also said at one point after I had been working with her daughter for several months that I had "potential" to be a good staff. Shouldn't I have already been past that point? UGH! Now I start my new site tomorrow. I'm pretty excited its a boy though. I feel like boys are pretty easy though, low maintenance. Not really looking forward to look at his wiener though. LOL that sounds so bad.
On the other hand I decided I want to go to school to be a vet technician. I know they don't make very much money but I love animals and at this point in my life I don't know of anything else that makes me happy. It's really sad but I'm just going to embrace it. Any job has got to be better than wiping smelly butts all day long.
Which reminds me yesterday during bath time one of the girls I watch was sitting in the tub and I was reading a book, she looks at me and says ummm? ( she can't speak much) and shes holding and huge turd in her hand. It was sooooooo grosssssss! Not the highlight of my day.
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