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Waiting on our Princess
by ♥ Bella

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♥ You're the reason for my beating heart

08/02/2009

So to be honest since I have been in Joplin there really hasn't been anything worth writing about but I figured there was a few now to give you updates on.

I am doing okay I guess, slowly it seems the sickness is going away *crosses fingers that I am not speaking too soon * There are days when it gets really bad but I am starting to be able to eat full meals every once in a while where before it was take a few bites then stop before well you get the picture. But in place of that comes the curiosity that I may be having a baby wolverine or something. Not for real of course but the way my stomach feels like its being torn into shreds I wouldn't doubt it for two seconds if I didn't know Joshua was in deed a human and non mutant.

My mom called me the other day and informed me that my bio father got ahold of her to inform us that my grandpa passed away two freaking weeks ago what an idiot. Does he have no consideration for others? And then he has the balls to threaten us when his family has never tried to be apart of our lives that if we want to get to know his family we better get on it and get ahold of them. Wait a second? You have left us with no way of getting ahold of you for how many years and just randomly showed up wherever we are because you ALWAYS knew where to find us. I don't think we are the ones who need the ultimatum. I would love to get to know everyone in that family besides my bio dad but that is their business.

Josh is. . . . . Josh I suppose. Getting along just fine. Long days and nights but he keeps himself busy. He was on a strict protein diet I guess his new buddies gave him going to the gym every day trying to beef up. Poor guy, I don't think it is in his genetics to be muscly, though I wouldn't mind a nice six pack to grab on to when he gets home, set of arms? *wink wink* lol. He threw out his arm playing basketball or something though so is out of commission for like a week on the gym routine. Bummer. But I have got to talk to him alot lately which is nice, I have a daily phone call to look forward to most days and then my day goes by faster.

I have my OB physical on the tenth of this month which means another ultrasound yay! Does anyone know if there is a way to get sound clips from your phone to computer? I want to let him hear the heart beat but I am not sure how because they don't do VHS or DVD anything like that at the military doctors. Anyways if I am cleared to travel and can get past my fear of flying we moved my trip to Cali up to midway through september. I am so excited.

Dinner time, I'll find more to write later.














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seems like your doing really well, you seem much more positive then before x

[fields_of_empathy|0 likes] [|reply]

I think you can e-mail the clip from your phone to your account.
I'm glad things are going well. And it seems like my biological father is the same way.

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