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Waiting on our Princess
by ♥ Bella

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♥ Shake that Laffy Taffy

06/02/2009

I feel like I go forever without posting sometimes. It has been since like right after Bailey and his wife left the last time I posted. Waiting for more stuff to pack into it I guess, but then there are the times that I post daily and it never seems like I have enough time to write everything I want. Bleh. I miss having an interesting life lol.

Anyways. I am spoiled, I can totally admit that. Not only did I get my new laptop in the last week or two , I also got my Wii Fit the other day while we were out and about. Granted I had a good excuse for getting each of them, let me explain

The laptop I got because honestly it is our only way of conversing while he is gone. We have a desktop but it is dying a very painful death as we speak and we didn't want to wait til after he left and then have no way of talking while I wait to get a new one. So , I kinda suckered him into it early is the only thing. But I love it. I really wanted my Apple but he's right its still a little out of budget right now so maybe after we move we can look at a new desktop.

As for my Wii Fit we got a hell of a deal. We went into Gamestop the other day while we waited for our food to be done at Pizza Hut. It was the last day of their buy 2 used games get one free and we were looking around he found some games and then I spotted it. A used Wii Fit! which would normally not be a big deal since its only five whole dollars cheaper then brand new but with the deal going on it became a great find. On top of that from trade ins we had built up for a few weeks now we had nearly $60 in credit to spend as well. So we got my Wii Fit and 2 games over $45 a piece for like $70 out of pocket. Fanfreakingtastic!

They set up his training and such the other day. He does weapons training tomorrow and has shots on Thursday. Then I think he has combat training next week sometime. It is kinda crazy how close it feels he is to leaving. A month and a week or so approximately. Which kinda bugs me too because they won't be able to tell us the exact date he is leaving til the week prior when they decide if they are flying them out of base or out of St. Louis. Just flipping decide and let us know!

I am still trying to decide how badly I want a wedding in Minnesota. It isn't so much that I don't want a wedding because by all means I do. I want the whole she bang but it seems like nothing about the one I can have is what I want. I don't want to move up there but I have to, I don't want the wedding up there but it only makes sense, I have to plan it from here, and only my closest family can make it and like 2 or 3 friends. So it seems like I would be doing it only for his family and that is definitely not what I want. I keep looking in case I change my mind but I don't know yet and it is now one year to time so I need to hurry up and pick I know!

My mom called and woke me up this morning to tell me that dad wants me to come get my stuff. The same stuff he refused to let me in the house to get when I moved out more then three years ago. So I find it funny he thinks he can give me the ultimatum come get it or I throw it out. Which wouldn't be such a big deal except he is trying to give me rules. He does not want to see me, he does not want me in the house, and he doesn't want me on the property to even pick it up out of the driveway.... get this....... all because I didn't call and tell him I am married!

I don't get how he can do that. I tried to get my stuff when I moved out. And he is acting like a child because I didn't make him apart of my life. Do you really think that someone who violates you like he did me, deserves to be apart of your life? No. You can't do that to someone , do your time, and think that just because you feel better about yourself anyone else is going to see the same. You are now a registered sex offender, are you kidding me? It is balsy if you ask me. And I wouldn't really care to even have to go get my stuff but when I left I left with two bags. My life is there from before graduation including my diploma and cap and gown. I plan on figuring out a way to do it, make him drop it at my cousins and pick it up from there or something.

Anyways I hear my husband snoring on the other couch. He asked me a little bit ago to go get him laffy taffy, how funny hehe.















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I think those are pretty legitimate reasons to get the laptop, and the wii fit.... well who could say no??? Id love to get a wii fit


I didn't realise your father was a sex offender.... What's the go with that? And HOW THE HELL can he be angry at you if he's the one who pushed you away?

[Mistress SarahStar|0 likes] [|reply]

wii fit is awesome. XD

[lady burtStar|0 likes] [|reply]

I want wii and I want wii fit!!!...
Yay for a lap top.

[†ara|0 likes] [|reply]

taggies. little blankets with taggies that children like to suck on..

[*LAURALi3*|0 likes] [|reply]

your obviousley better without him in your life. I never realised that before. Just remember what you have now and you are in a better place, what you are saying is totally correct and you have to do what is right for you.

Cracking deal on the wii fit by the way! I love mine, I got it as a birthday present last year...its soo cool x

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