♥ 2 days going out of my mind.

01/14/2010

So now we are finally for sure in the home stretch. After like three date changes and then a flight change he for sure leaves tomorrow evening from the base there and starts to make his way home. He gets stateside Saturday afternoon and he has a ticket to get back here for Sunday morning but he will try and exchange it when he gets there in order to make it home Saturday night instead. Ugh. I feel like I could die waiting its horrible.

I think the thing that pisses me off the most is apparently they already gave him his next bucket for deployment. I hate that. Like I realize he is going to have to go back out within x amount of time but can't you at least wait for him to officially be done with this one before throwing that on us, on me? Gah.

I haven't slept in like two nights now. I usually don't sleep much anyways but I get at least a few hours but since we found out his date I have been wide awake no matter what I try. Music, reading, eating or drinking ( bc of course pregnant if I am hungry or thirsty I will never fall asleep ) all sorts of things and I just lay here wide awake all night. It is rather annoying. I am probably the bitch from hell at the moment because I am cranky from not sleeping and getting sick on top of it. O what a wonderful homecoming this will be.

I guess his boss here at this tower emailed him and asked him who he preferred to be there when he came home. There is a group of people that want to meet us at the airport and greet him. He asked me what I thought and I told him I don't care. My view on it is if he were Army they would be coming home in a big group anyways and I don't see anyone following us home from the airport. So I figure I get to meet him at the gate and greet him first then we will find his bags and they will be at baggage claim and depending on what time it is we can all go grab some dinner or we will just go our separate ways and the two of us will come home. I want to be the first one to see him off the plane but I am not going to be like no - none of you can come to the airport. It isn't exactly a private place anyways and I know he will be mine for as long as I want during his leave with no interruptions. I figure we will slowly work our way back into social life. There is a football game on Sunday so I told him if he wants everyone over for that I would be okay with it because then all week everyone else works and we have stuff we need to do so it would be just us. I wanna be selfish in a way but I am doing good I think.

Anyways. I am going to try again for like the third time to go out today and find something new to wear when I pick him up Saturday. I would at least like a nice sweater so I don't have to wear my big fat marsh mellow jacket into the airport. Wish me luck. Watch some of my DVR'd stuff later, go to bed. Tomorrow will be laundry day and cleaning up the small amount that needs to be done tomorrow because Saturday I figure I will be too busy going out of my mind no matter what time he comes in . Perfecting myself, going to do my nails and toes after a nice soak in the foot spa of course hair and make up, I will probably show up to the airport early as out of my mind as I will be. Besides if I have to get a security pass to meet him at the gate I will have to wait in the lines and such anyways.

I am out for now. You might here from me soon you might not who knows.

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