001. transformed into visions

So, I've been here before. As a matter of fact, I've been here a while. Need a change of pace. A rebirth, I guess.

My name's Sarah. It'd be nice if you call me Steps, though. I don't care either way. So, some basics about me...

I'm a CNA (which if you don't know, I am a nurse aide). I currently live with my fiance, Bryan. Been living with him for over a year now. We're getting married next year. May 26th to be specific. In the midst of my planning, I'm trying not to turn myself into a bridezilla, which I don't think should be too difficult. I will update on my plans as I go.

I lost my mother almost 3 years ago, result of a long battle with cancer. A cancer that would normally claim its victim after a year. She lived with it for 17. *salutes* Bravest woman I've ever known. Lost my maternal grandmother after that. 2 months after. Miss them both desperately.

My sister, my only sister Jessica, is 33 and was born with cerebral palsy, along with being handicapped as well as having scoliosis. Other illnesses accompany. She supports my current nursing career choice, although she probably doesn't know it.

Dad...well....we were having a good go at having a relationship for a while, but I recently found out he's in jail for the 2nd time in 5 years. Stupid, stupid idiot. I'll explain more later.

This diary isn't for sympathy. I'm pretty sure if I don't write every once in a while, I'll drive myself insane. I will definitely be updating more often.

So here I go...