One day, I hope you stand in front of a mirror and face the truth of what you did to me was not just wrong.. it was cruel.. it was heartless.. it was pure evil. You were never honest with me, so at least be honest with yourself. Deep down, you know how badly you hurt me. I hope that in the middle of your busy life, when everything feels fine, you pause for a moment and when you close your eyes, I hope you remember everything... the lies, the betrayal, talking to me like you hate me, all the fights you started over nothing, how you made me feel small while I loved you with all I had, forcing me to go through pregnancy with our son alone, making me go to all his appointments alone, but worst of all making me bury our baby boy all alone. I hope my love stays with you like a quiet weight. Not loud enough to ruin you, but heavy enough to never escape it. And one day, in a quiet moment I hope you feel even a small part of the emptiness you left in me when you let me go like I meant nothing to you
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