ain't been back to the grocery store. Tryin harder with coworker devilkeck, haven't been honest with him in weeks, only nice.
exwife's Mother has been hospitalized for about 10 days. Guess thats a non-event for me, Son went down to visit, sent an envelop with 25bucks and a short note for his mother. I am concerned about that crazy bitch,,,,,, wasted energy.
started drinking at noon today, beer buzzed.
My best bud, KC moved to the other side of the river on Monday, I took off work early to help him, called him all week his phone goes right to VMail, he's tore-up over his wife leaving him and talks of hurtin himself too much, sounds like me - but worse. I don't like getting his Vmail on first ring, wish I had gotten his mothers cell# last time I talked to her, worried about him.
My little brother's phone has been going straight to Vmail also, over a week. Who knows what that's about. Worried bout him too.
I worry about people who have NO regard for me.
think I'll walk over to my corner pub and further my beer buzz - - - beats worrying shit I cant change.
next entry - headphones, earbudds, MP3s, and hey, , , I can't get this music out of my head! |
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