something odd just happened to me at the grocery store, , ,
I'm in there a couple times a week and I've made a small connection with a few of the workers, you know, , more than 'nice too see ya again' but not much more. I'm the average Joe, so as I was checking out at the grocery store, the nice young man - 28, 30ish nice looking young guy the kind of guy I'd want my daughter find (maybe NOT) - this fella hit on me, straight up! , i was speechless, I never want to hurt anyone feelings (wow, did I admit that?) so I was nice, (not the first time,lol) , , but damn , , , that felt great, , my self esteem is in the shithole , , , , someone, of his caliber would be so blatant, , what an ego boost! , , , if he was female, , , I'd be stalking her instead of being here.
I've been telling myself to move on an ignore my Exwifes obvious attempt to keep me (or my wallet) within arms reach - didn't compose a text to delete or even look for a missed call. oh, and she hasn't called me either. I'm sick of her games and I don't want to be her friend, F@$% her. I wouldn't choose her as a friend, , , , , she's a mess and I am almost there, , she can't take advantage of me , , , unless, , , , she declares her love for me to everyone, , , , |