I Hate Cancer

 
I absolutely hate it. I want to kill cancer. How ironic.
But I'm done. I want to leave it. I want to forget. I want to take away every hurtful thing anyone has ever had to go through because of it.

I want to help him. I want to make it stop hurting. I want to take away the years and years of pain. I want to stop all the bad things happening. I want to comfort him. To hold him. To kiss him and tell him things will be okay when I know they won't. I want to tell him that there's a place for the people we know to go when things run their course and end so easily. I want to stop his pain. I want him to never have to hold back from me. I want him to know I love him no matter what. I want to change everything. I want to make things better. I want to find a cure. I want to stop it. To stop it all. I want to show him love. I want him to look foreward to the coming day instead of dread it. It kills me. I absolutely hate it. 

thats all.

sorry I haven't updated in a long time.