2007 , aged 15 ..[ god i feel old ] I left school and barley pulled trough my exams due to bullying it took me 4 hole years to stand up for myself [very proud moment] it was a class we was awaiting the year 11 "run trough with our parents of how the year 11 would go [duno how or why it happened] but me and my younger sister Rebecca kept giving the main Bully Evils ..and glaring her out ..and it was coming to the end of the meeting & i just got up [my dad was crapping himself wondering if i was going to give her a good push around] i Sat beside her and her mother [who looked more like her nan] And asked her one question are you L...D...mother ?? and she said yes[ & they both looked very puzzled ] In that case will you tell your daughter to keep her hands off me or next time I with knock her teeth down her throat & i will promise you I will kill her if she lays a other hand on me ...got up and walked away ...& with that things got better for a while but i never felt like i had any friends [apart from in my art class] so i slowly started to withdraw myself from everyone and would Skip school even in the winter and would just sit nest to the grapes pool Summer or snow I was always there for almost 5 months of school term and not a soul noticed I was missing until the Woman who owned the pub Called them up worried that i was [ suicidal as I would always sit on this daring bit of the lake were you legs would dangle just above the ripples on it Id Chuck berry's off the tree into the water its the one place that i have ever truly felt safe .. I left school in the June and started college in august turned out to be one of the best years of my life [& still till this day miss being there ] I had tons of friends but had also a best friend [on occasions " she wanted to fit in with everyone and would burn her roots with others to do so ] but we was closer than close if I was ever accused of being Bisexual or gay that was the closet thing ever but when I got with my ex Chris things completely changed Laura my best friend was " really jealous of him completely hated him and so did the others personally Chris was a good person caught in a bad situation he'd been in care since he was 7 years old [ his mother just randomly took him there one Day and left him asleep in the waiting room and did not see him until he was 17 ..[was 19 when i met him] |
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