One of my best friends is pregnant....probably about 2 months right now. I told her I would get pregnant so she didn't have to go through it alone. Kevin and I have been off and on trying for awhile now.....all the fighting just makes it hard. Well this time it might really be coming true...perfect timing for the pact that i made, huh?  Yesterday I was hardcore craving jalapenos....well (if i am pregnant) baby did not want those. Now today, I feel like i have to pee like every 10 minutes! I haven't even drunk anything today...I've eaten one handful of frosted cheerios and one slice of provolone cheese. I'm hungry but I cant really pinpoint anything that I want to eat...My last test came out negative and I was bummed beyond belief. I just want to be pregnant this time. I'm tired of trying and not getting the result. It's exhausting. My breasts are slightly tender...abnormal for me since they don't usually even when AF is coming. (PEE BREAK!!!) I'm loving these one second piss streams that are coming out!....NOT!!! I'm trying to remember from the last pregnancy what was happening....I remember missing my period and blowing it off to stress because I hadn't left for college yet but that day was only like 2 weeks away.....and I remember peeing all the time kinda like I am now.
I'm watching Jeopardy....and one of the men is wearing something that looks so gay! I'm thinking maybe he's originally foreign but who knows these day....
Ok back on topic...I want to eat but I have nothing here that sounds good and nothing I can think of sounds good either....I'm thinking about going to get a blood test sometime next week if you know who doesn't show up...I really want a boy but I would be fine with a girl. I just don't want to have to go through what happened with Elizabeth again...Maybe all my hopeful wishing is making my mind and body think I am when I'm really not? Only time will tell and I'm praying AF isn't coming!!! |
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