Long time coming

I don't remember the last time that I updated! Life has gotten so busy with school and work and trying to keep up with everything and then trying to get everything ready for the baby shower. I'm doing the invites myself. igh: We are leaving to go see my parents in about 3 weeks and I'm so excited! My little sister is coming home and I hope my older sister and her husband are coming too but we will see. I'm starting to realize just how fast time is going by. Only 13 weeks left before she gets here and I'm not ready! I have this really weird feeling that she's going to come early and that I'm not going to have anything ready for her. I don't have any furniture for her so I can't start her room yet. And I want to get her bedding before I start putting paint on the walls. I originally wanted to do a vaginal birth but now I'm not so sure. It's getting so hectic here. Sometimes I feel like crying. Wynnstan my little shih tzu is going blind in one eye. I can't afford to get him surgery and it makes me sad. I'm scared that he's in pain but the vet only says that he needs surgery and nothing more. CJ keeps chewing on his nails. I've cut them down as far as I'm comfortable doing it but apparently it's not good enough for him. Hervey passed away. My little hamster is now buried in the back yard but he had a good 3 years. He died just like his brother...in his sleep. I buried him with his wheel that he loved and some food....just in case he got hungry. I was a little in denial about his death.....ok a lot in denial. There's a center block on top of the dirt where he's buried. I want to go out there and paint it but I don't have any paint. But it's time to get the car registered :gag: just another thing I have to spend money on rather than anything I need for the baby.

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