I know it's terrible. I will say though that part of it is a revenge thing on the ex though. He asked me to not post anything detailed about him and I on here whatsoever. Just "I'm in a relationship and he's nice" ect but nothing more. And I find out that after we broke up he's telling our mutual friends details about our former sex life that 1) he asked me not to post on here or tell any of our friends and 2) that were so private even I wouldn't tell anyone. That pissed me off. All things considered it is a very bitchy move. And I'm not using Tom, because I really do enjoy being around him and he is a friend of mine. I also know that he and I can actually remain friends an NOT make that into a relationship but not make it into a sex thing either. We're just going to be friends and hang out some when we're at the night club. The other guy is such a sweet guy but I can't be in a relationship with him becuase he would be way too clingy. And he lives an hour away. Fuck I'm just a horrible person aren't I?
Thanks. *hugs* Idk. I really don't like hurting people and try to avoid it unless I absolutely hate the person, then i don't care. I am talking to Glass and getting things cleared up and he knows that I just want to be friends and that when we had sex it was most likely a one time thing and such. He was a little upset but he understood and is wanting to hang out some more in a platonic way. he said that he wasn't going to give up on hoping for more with me later on, but he's willing to wait a while. Tom and I have a complete understanding that we aren't doing anything as just for sex, and we dont want a dating type relationship. We just want to hang out and make out at the club from time to time. lol