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NotSoSuperWoman's Diary
by NotSoSuperWoman

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Suicidal dream...

06/24/2013

Kinda sad.. or more than just kindaThe depression has been bad lately. Crying quite frequently. Can't seem to figure out a way to make myself feel better. Tired of always feeling alone even in a room full of people. And now.. the dream. Or maybe it was more of a sick fantasy..
Last night while laying in bed I dreamed or imagined.. (I can't really tell you which).. going to my so-called best friend's apartment and hanging myself from her banisters. That wasn't even the twisted part. I wrote her a note. I told her that this suicide she could have prevented if only she had cared. Told her that I am done feeling worthless... and that I blame her for it. It was bad. Well anyhow.. maybe some how I can start feeling better, but currently I only see darkness. Sx3.Layouts

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(hugs tight)

[Midnight|0 likes] [|reply]

Didnt get to see her shes out until August and the scheduling system failed to call and cancel my appointment..

[NerdyGirl85|0 likes] [|reply]

Its okay. Im use to their bs bout now lol.

[NerdyGirl85|0 likes] [|reply]

I'm so sorry *hugs* Are you having problems with your best friend right now or did that just come out of nowhere?

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