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My True Self
by Scared & Alone

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Inside My Head!

09/16/2012

No one wants to know what does on in my head! Its mostly about how bad of a person i am, how ugly i am, how i upset and let everyone down around me. That i am lost and cant ever be found. I am a lost cause. That i dont deserve to be happy. I wish i could be happy and normal for my son.

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i'm sure theirs a difference he was beating me up and then going to court and telling the judge my bipolar made me do it

[Girl_interupted|0 likes] [|reply]

IDK I liked your diary name so I clicked on it!

[sparksStar|0 likes] [|reply]

It won't hurt to try again. Maybe the meds your taking needs adjusted or you need something new all together.

[Mom♥X's 3|0 likes] [|reply]

I hope it does!!

[Mom♥X's 3|0 likes] [|reply]

It's in the past and I'm getting over it now I'm in a great relationship now with a great girl named Ilia and a great guy named PK and all there is is love and support its been a good thing for me

[Girl_interupted|0 likes] [|reply]

*nods* I understand that. I hope you feel better someday. And I am always here for you......

[sparksStar|0 likes] [|reply]

I think a lot more people can relate to what you are going through than you realise. Not saying that they have been EXACTLY what you have been through. But I have definitely felt some of those feelings and still do sometimes. It's a struggle to fight the bad feelings. But it is worth it if you can get past them. What things make you happy? What cheers you up?

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