Getting Fit!, Love Life, Friends

Weight Loss

I weighed myself 2 nights ago and I have now lost 4 stones and 9 lbs ... which is like 65 lbs in total so far lol Im so happy, when i seen my weight on the scales i actually felt REALLY emotional, I am SO proud of myself for sticking to this. Exercise really is a good mood regulator it DOES make me feel happy after it, apparently thats because when your heart rate is so high your blood pumps all round your body even to places that arent used to having a lot there & new blood vessells form.

I exercise 6 times a week - proper workouts (usually for just over an hour). If i dont have a lot of time to do it i do my Beach Body Turbo Jam workout - it lasts for 20 minutes and i love it because i feel like im getting to the point instead of wasting about 15 minutes warming up (although a warm up IS really important before exercise, DONT do any exercise without stretching and warming up first). I download most of my workout videos although ive bought a few clubland & ministry of sound ones which are amazing i love them!

Love Life

Well me & Jamie are getting on great. I love him so much. Hes coming up next Saturday for a week & he'll be going home the following Saturday (his birthday). He'll be 24. I wont going to his house for his birthday because hes having a lad's night out...I hope hes a good boy though! I need to stop being so insecure lol I think I trust him not to cheat on me but he does perve though. I sometimes hate going places with him when girls are walkin around with their legs & boobs out! Liverpool is so bad for that they all walk around half naked lol. If i see a hott guy when im with Jamie i'll look at him but i wont gawk at him. I felt SO shit 1 time (it was last year or the year before) - Me & Jamie were at the coach station cos he was going home that day and he told me to hold his bag for him cos he was going in the little shop & he came out with the Nuts magazine! I felt SOOOO shit because all the girls have their boobs out in that mag i mean why does he need that magazine when he was with me that day? I feel shit about it because i compare myself to those girls and he obviously fancies them if he buys the mag and i dont look like that. Does any other girls feel like this? Or am i just mad? lol

Friends

I love alllll my friends they are the best. Daniel still beleives he is in love with me - its still weird. Before all this i used to see him everyday we would always go somewhere together but now i usually only see him at weekends. I cant see my best mate everyday cos hes in love with me its shit. Leanne (his cousin) is still staying at his, she got kicked out cos a few orniments got smashed n other stuff happened when she had a party in her house lol Her mum is a bitch, a bit like mine lol. I sometimes miss my other mates i fell away from, its shit when you drift apart from old mates but i suppose it happens to everyone. I need to go & see Sharon & lynsey i havent seen them for a while! I got told today that Natalie from work will probably get paid off from work cos she just doesnt work hard enough aparently & shes had a few days off this week she said its cos shes depressed & her manager doesnt beleive her she said shes taking the piss just because her boyfriend has been off work this week lol I'll miss her but we will keep in touch.

Thats all im typing for now as i'm downloading games for my Nintendo DS - i LOVE it!! x0x0