job corps sucks

11/30/2008

hi im back again everyone and happy late thanksgiving to all!!!! i have so many things to be thankful for my family, my son, my wonderful bf, and my education im trying to achieve......yes im at job corps trying to get my education im in a voc called medical billing.....and well things r very complicated my ex who i wrote abt over a yr ago well, hes trying to get into my life again!!!!! not only that but hes trying to destroy a backstabbers life and cuz of something unforgivable how can u use something so horrible against someone else hes as bad as her now!!!!!! i mean sure she backstabbed me with the same thing but that doesnt give him any right to do the same thing besides im here at job corp i will give him a good yelling when i go home for christmas....also my ex is so friggin manipulative.....i mean i waited around for so very very long and he just ignored me and all of a sudden im interesting???? i waited for his sorry ass waaaaaay too long. im here so far from home to get over him and hes still trying to stay in my life.......hes too late but how do u get rid of someone like that??? me and my bf have an idea but im not too sure if we should do it?? also my ex is being very inappropiate too i mean he asked if i wanted to have a 3 some with him and a random college virgin he knws!!!!??? O_O wtf does he take me for is he REALLY that desperate!!!! his excuse was it would be a new experience for me!!!!!!!!!!! O_O man he needs help but idk what to do????? then theres this job corp problem i have.....*sigh* my life just keeps going round and round in this never ending cycle!!!! *sigh* oh yea my perminent state and such is manchester, new hampshire just so pplz know!!! oh on my preged i got a 3 on my essay (out of 4 anyway) a 540 on my writing, a 560 on my social studies, a sucky 400 on my math >,<, a 489 on my reading, and a 490 on my science!!!! im so close to getting my ged!!!!!