I am slowly but surely getting used to having a new baby. It has been kind of hard because I feel like I am working a full time job 24/7. He has a hollow leg me and his daddy swears upon. He has started smiling a lot more than usual now which is good. He is almost laughing I swear it is really funny. He also babbles a lot too it is really cute.
I do have moment when I get really upset but that's mostly when I feel like I can't get anything done without hearing "mommy or sweetheart, the baby is crying and he needs you or the baby is hungry." I would almost swear no one in the house would know how to make a bottle. I wouldn't think it would be that hard to put formula in a bottle with warmish water, shake, then feed the baby. Not really that difficult but obviously I am the only one who can do this. Sorry I am ranting, I love his daddy and everyone to pieces just get frustrated sometimes.
I am not eager to go back to work I am worried things might get worst rather than better since I hate my job and it has it's stressful parts. I really think I will have a hard time when Sean Jr. is having a rough day and if I have a rough day and those clash. Especially if Sean Jr. decides that sleep is highly overrated and pulling an all nighter sounds like a really good idea. Well I will just have to wait and see since he will be almost 3 months old when I do go back to work. Maybe I am just worrying too much. |
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