i'm too tired to do anything now. it's 6:30AM and i'm still awake. wtf Master??? Why the hell can't i go to bed. i think i need You to start enforcing a curfew. i mean REALLY enforcing it because obviously i'm not doing it on my own and its to the point where i'm getting unhealthy now And i KNOW i'm unhealthy but it's like i can't stop and i don't know why. melatonin right? is that what You said? i can't do that till next friday but i think i'm going to try it. something has to give here. i can't keep doing this to myself. i'm going to make myself even sicker than i already am and that's the last thing i need right now. anyway i'm going to sleep now. hopefully i won't sleep all damn day. i love You so very much my precious beloved Master. Thank You for everything You have done for me and everything You continue to do for me. And thank You for punishing me when i deserve to be punished. Your jillian
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