Today i'm going to talk about not doing enough to better myself. although i guess with this project that You have been having me do i have been doing something to better myself. but i want to go back to school to be a drug counselor and i can't do that because i owe money to the government from when i went to school last time i want to start reading books more but i can't because i cant see to read. i need to see the eye doctor to get better glasses. that is one way i can better myself. another way is eating healthy like i know i am supposed to. another way is losing weight. there are so many things i WANT to do to make myself better but i just don't know how.... where to begin or where to turn for help. anyway that's it for this entry. i love You so very much my sexy beloved incredible wonderful precious Master. Your jillian
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