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Journal 20

10/16/2017

Tonight i'm going to talk about the fact that i am a very giving person and that i try to take care of other people. it has always been in my nature to if i have something and someone else needs it to give it to that person. i would give someone the shirt off of my back if i could. sometimes i go so far as to put my own well being in jeporady. so this can be a double edged sword at times. yes it is a good thing to want to be good and kind and generous and help other people but giving to much and putting ones self in financial or emotional trouble is not good or healthy either. and i've done both in the past. i put my everything into whatever i do and relationships from platonic relationships to romantic ones. i put everyone ahead of myself to the point where the only thing that matters is them. Do i know this isn't healthy? some part of me does or rather i am TOLD it isn't healthy. with the brain injury i suffered at birth though it makes it difficult for me to always stop it even when i want to sometimes. so yes it's both good and bad. i need to learn how to control it and let it be the good thing that it should be without letting get out of control and becoming the bad thing that it can become. anyway thats it in a nutshell. i love You so very much my precious beloved Master. Your jillian

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