*sighs* iunno Master. maybe i'm getting somewhere with this. i feel like i'm not. but maybe i'm reading too much into it. maybe i'm being to hard on myself. i know there is being critical and then there is being TOO critical. sometimes i wonder if i am being TOO critical and the answer to that is i just don't know. and here it is almost 5:30AM and im still up WTF i need to go to bed this shit sucks maybe i should talk to the doc about a different med for helping me sleep because obviously this one isn't helping. even when i do take it i toss and turn for quite awhile. anyway i'm going to try to go to bed now. i love You so very much my precious beloved Master. Thank You for all You have done for me and all You continue to do for me. and thank You for punishing me when i deserve to be punished. Your jillian
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