Journal

09/04/2017

Tonight I am going to talk about not liking that I don't take care of my house very well. it is mostly laziness honestly. But some of it too is I get depressed and just let things go even though i shouldn't. Ever since my sister came though i have been keeping up on it very well. I don't knnow what to do when i get depressed though i just stop caring about everything in general and stop doing anything.I need to somehow come up with ways even when i am depressed to keep up with things so they don't get overwhelming like they did before. i guess it's a matter of me telling myself that even though i am depressed i still need to get up and do things because otherwise i will pay for it later. that is in reality what it really amounts too. If i don't do what i should to keep things up no matter what my mental state is i will end up getting overwhelmed and just stop doing anything at alll. And that is not healthy for me on many llevels. Anyway that is the sum of things. i love You so very much my precious beloved Sir. Your jillian