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Musing, notions, thoughts and random ramblings
by Man without fear

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-lacking an amusing quote.

11/22/2009

:note, this was written in haste, i plan to go back and clean it up later tonight.

I have a tendency to use quotes from tv/movies/books as my topic, generally just because it amuses me.

At the moment i lack an appropriate quote to encompass the scope of the days events.

There is a rather lovely person i have been pursuing for some time now, in a sense for years, and in another (more accurate) sense for only a couple of months.

And we spent some time together today during which she dropped quite a stunning piece of information on me.

............

you, the reader will notice no difference, but i've spent the last five minutes internally debating how specific i should be and so forth....and who might read it etc etc, partly out of respect for this persons desire for privacy but also because i'm not sure how much *i* want to say.

And i realize that it doesn't matter.

I've spent the last hour and a half or so since she and i parted ways in a bit of a fog trying to sort out what i think and feel, and what my sense of things in this case are, and there was something that bugge dme and i couldn't figure out what it was.

now i got it!!

This isn't to say three are not perhaps other things i need to resolve, i'm not niaeve enough to belice that there may not be further htings i'll have to reconcile.

But what has thrown me for a loop more than anything else at this time is that this revaltion was totally unexpected.

Sure, i knew she had some demons to deal with, and some bad shit had happened, and 'd have to proceed carefully. But this was way out of left field.

It was a shift,for whihc i was totally unprepared, and it threw me.

But first of all i asked for it (i did ask Freyja to suprise me!)

and two, IT DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER.

so, it's not how saw thigns as developing i adapt and move forward.

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RYC: I agree! =) How are you? xoxoxo

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