trying to move forward

Well it seems like I havent wrote here in a while. Im still stuck here in this stupid studio. If I have to stay stuck here with the baby & Gaby here any longer Ill go crazy. Still no luck on finding an 2 bedroom apartment. I found one that I loved but I didnt have no credit. So now I have to try to find a place that wont check my credit. And as of last week me & Gaby are not together. But still in a way we are cuz he still lives here. I want him to leave but he has no where to go & at this point I dont wanna be with him & I need my space. But he feels like since hes still in the house everything is sweet. So I dont know what to do with that situation right now. Xavy is getting so big.. hes 6 months already. Time flys so fast. He has his 1st tooth on the way I can feel the bump of his tooth on the edge of his gums. But that means a real cranky baby for me. But its worth it