cant move forward

Well I know its been a while since I wrote. But I guess the main reason for that is there hasnt been much progress in my life. Xavier just turned 3 months yesterday. He is already rolling from his belly to his back. He is getting so big! And it seems like he gets cuter & cuter everyday lol. And he has also eased up on his crying a little bit. Gaby still doesnt have a job & its stressful. I wanna move out of this place so bad but I cant do it alone. I was suppose to start school on Monday but thats not happening either cuz I cant come up with the rest of the money for it. I guess there is always next year. So Im just gonna try to get a job now that Xavy is 3 months to put into daycare. So hopefully things can start looking up for me.