So this is the first post i made since everything fucked up...I've been writing in here since '04...kinda crazy....
Things have been okay, Lewis has been deployed now for 2 months, seems like it went by kinda quick...me saying that jus makes me think it will go by slowly now...scares me, bcuz i jus want my husband back, and Olivia misses her daddy more than i can put into words, she is alwayz talkin about him...She knows he's "gone far away to work" and sadly she alwayz says "daddy is gone to fight the bad people" She just doesnt understand why he is gone for so long, its really sad to me. We both obviously want this over with, but who knows if they will be extended or not, my husband told me not to be suprised by it. I just really hate this lifestyle sometimes
Other than that....we finally got settled in our new house. I actually LOVE living off post its sooo close to everything. I jus like bein in the main city right off post..Its nice, plus its less than 10 mins from post, so Lewis will love that drivin to work.
Olivia is doin SOOO amazing!! Sometimes i can't believe thats MY daughter! She's soo incredibly smart...I just absolutely adore her, and it drives me crazy how fast she is growing, makes me soo sad! I miss my little Olivia! She was soo excited on christmas, she woke up...and me and my sister put her barbie house together at night and when she woke up she was like "ahhhhh, mommma...ahhhh, what, ahh, look what santa got me...it was sooo cute! Then when we got down stairs she was like " theres more mama, loook" lol...during opening presents at both our house and my moms she would say "more presents for meeeee"....jus like that...it was soo cute, yet kinda greedy of her lol..
Anywayz, overall we are doin pretty good...living wit my sister does indeed get annoying but i deal with it...her husband leaves on Jan 08. So im hopin once he leaves she wont be as bitchy...we'll see...
I hope yall had a great Christmas and have an amazing New Year!
<3
Sara Lemons
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