Hey yall...nothin really to update on. I've been on chill mode lately. The weather is gettin better tho...i took the kids to 2 playgrounds today..they loved it. I think ima go tomorrow too.
I've jus been in a bad mood lately. We are 5 months into this deployment and i have to go another 5 b4 r&r. It's tha most shitty time!!! When he gets back to iraq after r&r they start packin to come home...im depressed that i have to wait 10 months for 15 days...no fuckin point really...he'll be home within a little over a month! Im irritated with him bcuz he had tha chance to switch wit someone that had r&r in May. Not anymore. It's just very upsetting to me..
Me and my sister are...well Nothing...she keeps just disappearing for days at a time. God knows what she is doing. The last time i seen her was Sat afternoon....I actually know what she's most likely doing. It makes me sick...i think the only way something is going to set off in her head is if one of her 'friends' overdose. Other than that i think she will be this way for a while...it's disgusting, and i don't want anything to do with it...or even her, but i have no choice with that since i live with her. She thinks shes not a addict...she'll tell me "i can either do it or not...i never look for it" shes became such a liar...i read right thru here...she's definitely an addict and can't admit to that...i hear her on tha phone from time to time makin plans to get her fix. Its soooo fuckin disgusting...i just can't get over it. I have a 3 yr old daughter...i dont need someone like her around my impressionable daughter. Idk what im gonna do...but i've been lookin into gettin back into my own house...good luck to them payin off their mortage within 15 yrs...without my money.
Other than that...im good..i would definitely be much happier without her drama. But im dealin just trying to stay busy.
Sara Lemons
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