Hey yall...things are pretty good! Jus doin me..tryna deal wit everything the best I can. Keepin my head high and focusing on my daughter and what she needs. Things are still pretty crazy round this house. Me and my sister do talk and chill and watch movies together but i definitely don't want to know anything bout what she doin. But she still decides to tell me...and that shit irritates tha shit outta me, if i tell ya i don't give a fuck what ya do outside our house...DON'T speak that shit to me...I don't fuckin care anymore. She's into oxycottins now...she explained it to me...they put it on aluminion foil and i guess smoke it? I don't fuckin know, but its disgusting. I would rather not have her tell me this shit, just makes me resent her even more. She keeps disappearing for 2-3 days at a time....hangin around tha lowest ppl...her husband is a e-7 and she's actin like this...it's fuckin ridiculous. I don't see them being married much longer once he gets back...
Other than that stupid hoe.
Things are good wit me....im droppin good weight and im SOO happy about it bcuz i've been pushin myself everyday to work out and i fit back into ALL my jeans which I would like to lose a bit more...but im happy wit myself right now and thats all that matters!.
Lewis is doing pretty good...Im fortunate to beable to talk to him atleast 4 times a week...which is awesome. Things are up in tha air if we are going to PCS when he gets back....we'll know 3-6months after he gets back. If we don't leave ft. drum they already have orders to go to afghanistan within 12 months when he gets back...so im definitely hopin and prayin we get out of here...he's been up here for 6 years, and i've been raised around this area...We both definitely want a change...Im just trying to stay positive about this...and hopin for tha best.
Olivia is doing amazing...Still says the craziest things. I had lunch wit one of my friends today...we went to buffalo wild wings...and she wanted one of my wings, ate some of it and was like "well mama i think im done...im gonna save it for daddy" and she pushed it to tha side. lol=P She mentions him ALOT in what she says. It's really cute, and funny!
Well ima head to bed since it is 5am....im gonna be exhausted today...Night all.
Sara Lemons
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