Well, well, welll I jus never feel like coming here and writing...I still read ppl, sometimes comment. But really haven't been feeling this much. Things are going good tho. Only around 35 days til my husband should be home =) We won't know exact dates til a week out. Im hoping no delays and he'll be here about a week b4 my due date tho. We haven't really had the chance to talk much about it, bcuz he's been moving around alot over there. He keeps goin back and forth from some German base right now, trying to qualify on some german weapons. He got sent there for being NCO of the month or something like that. Hubby is doing good things. I know the first 3-4 months of the deployment he hated most of the ppl he worked around. I thought he was gonna end up getting in a fight, knowing his temper. Everything is going good with Ladybug, I went for the 3d/4d ultrasound like 2 weeks ago. She did really good, the first 20 mins she was stuck in my left hip and wouldn't move for a little while, she was literally jus chopping down on her arm, it was soo funny. I only had like 5 bites of cereal at 830am and this was at 230...so I know she was hungry. So I had to stand and rub my belly for like 10 mins. She finally moved and the tech was able to get some good shots. =) She kept stickin out her tongue and strechin too..it was jus adorable. Made me even more excited to have her here. I've got alot of stuff for her now...for big things I have the bassinet, bouncer, swing, glider. I've been looking at cribs and changing tables, its hard to decide...Im prolly gonna get that in like a week...same with the stroller...I don't know which one I want yet. I have tons of clothes, but Im sure i'll buy more within the next 5 weeks...its hard not to lol. I need to buy more diapers and wipes bcuz she's always gonna need those. I wanna get a breastpump, but I don't know if thats a good idea, bcuz I don't know if i'll stick to breastfeeding. So I might just wait and see how it plays out. She has alot of little newborn/infant toys my mom bought along with bibs, socks...all those little things she needs. Ohhh, I got the crib bedding I wanted...Its a ladybug one, since thats her nickname and gonna be her theme....I plan on getting one more set that I really like...Maybe in the next 2 weeks... Trying not to dip into savings. I like the amount we have in there right now.
Olivia is getting more and more excited everyday...Not only for her sister(that she keeps talking about how shes gonna teach her everything lol) but bcuz she knows daddy will be home soon. She keeps tellin me shes gotta tell her teachers she isn't gonna be in school in march bcuz she has to pick her daddy up...Idk if she thinks she has to go far or something...its funny tho. Im REALLY hoping she will be in school when he calls and tells me hes gonna be landing...like morning time...so he can surprise her at school...If he calls at like midnight til 6am im gonna have my friend Kenna watch her so he can surprise her...she'll love it. =)
Things with me are good...I feel extremely bloated, usually more at night....and when she kicks now, sometimes it really hurts my side. She moves alot still, I thought most babies slow down since they don't have much room, well she hasn't yet. I don't mind it, since shes not bringin any major pain. I think i've had braxton hicks once...other than that things have been good. I try to walk alot, atleast every other day...so hopefully I will have an easy labor...I don't wanna be pushing for 3 1/2 hrs like I did with Olivia either...I'll go insane...I don't see how ppl go in there and only push for like 20 mins...I wish I could have it that easy.
Olivia is having a sleep over at a friends across the street..this is only the second night shes ever stayed somewhere without me her whole life. I just tend not to trust people very well. But she really wanted to stay over and play with her friend. I miss her snoring next to me tho...usually I let her sleep with me on Saturdays.
My sister and her husband found out they are having a girl...I guess she cried all day over it..seriously. It's her first child and she cried over such a thing. She had her heart set on a boy, i guess. Im gonna have 2 lil girls and I didnt cry one bit. She's so selfish. My mom is the one who told me its a girl and shelly went all crazy and bitched my mom out for tellin me...bcuz according to shelly "she ruined the chance for her and adam to tell ppl" Okay not a big fuckin deal..my mom just told me, not like she went and told a bunch of ppl...Shes soo immature, I really hope she grows up, shes 4 days away from being 27. I think its about time. I wrote her a message on facebook about how she needs to grow up and stop being so ungrateful, bitchy, inconsiderate and just stop have a bad attitude about everything, and some other stuff. Then she sent me a message saying, she doesnt give a fuck what i have to say, and she could care less if she ever talked to me again, and to stay the fuck out of her life....So of course I had to message her back...and Iguess I went too far in the message bcuz she broke down blatting to our sister. So out of the kindness of my heart and messaged her back lastnight...apologizing if I took it too far and hurt her. Im not one to hold grudges, she is...so im sure she won't message me back...but whatever. Here I am 24 and I act much more mature than her. Its sad. I don't know how she is gonna teach her own child to have respect if she doesn't even know what it is herself..
O Well...its midnight and Im exhausted from raking and bagging leaves for over 2 hrs today...Hope u all had a good weekend. |
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